What It Really Means and How I’m Learning to Stay Put
I’ve noticed something about myself in my post military life: I constantly want to move.
It’s not that I dislike Charleston. I love the Lowcountry—the history, the salt air, the winding marshes. It’s home, but there is always something tugging at the edges. There are days when I catch myself scrolling through real estate listings in Orlando, Asheville, or out west somewhere, convincing myself that maybe life would make more sense if I just reset somewhere new.
Sound familiar?
For a long time, I chalked it up to the three year military move cycle. But the more I’ve dug into it—through journaling, reflection, and my own work in mental fitness—I’ve realized something deeper is going on.
The Urge to Move Isn’t Always About Geography
For those of us who’ve spent years in the military, law enforcement, or other high-intensity environments, moving wasn’t just normal—it was the default. A new mission meant a new duty station, a new team, a new life to adapt to. Over time, your nervous system starts associating moving with progress.
Now, in civilian life, that wiring doesn’t just switch off. Stability can feel like stagnation. When things slow down, our instinct is to change the backdrop instead of the script.
And there’s another layer to it—dopamine. Many veterans are wired for fast decision-making and often have a heightened novelty drive. New places mean new stimuli, and that gives us a chemical hit of energy and possibility. But here’s the thing: when the rush fades, the deeper issues come with you.
When the Restlessness Isn’t About the City
Lately, I’ve been asking myself hard questions:
- Am I dissatisfied with where I live, or with how I’m living?
- What problems am I trying to leave behind, and which ones am I actually carrying with me?
- Is the desire to move about escape—or alignment?
Sometimes, the urge to move is really about wanting more from life: more growth, more challenge, more purpose. And if we’re not careful, we can convince ourselves that geography is the problem when what we really need is novelty, connection, or deeper meaning right where we are.
Creating Movement Without Uprooting
Here’s what I’ve been experimenting with lately, and it’s been helping:
1. Inject Novelty Where You Stand
Instead of running to a new city, I’ve been creating “micro-adventures” here in Charleston. Exploring new waterways, hitting hidden coffee shops, finding hiking spots, or just wandering through neighborhoods I’ve never spent time in. It scratches that explorer’s itch without uprooting the family again.
2. Rebuild Your Mission Locally
In the military, every move came with a clear mission. Civilian life doesn’t hand us those—we have to create them. For me, that means focusing on projects like Mission Focused Mental Fitness, my field manuals, and teaching at The Citadel. Each goal gives me a sense of forward momentum without changing my zip code.
3. Anchor Into Community
I’ve also realized that part of my restlessness comes from not being deeply rooted. Relationships, networks, and routines are what make a place feel like home. The more I invest in Charleston—through friends, veteran groups, and community work—the less I feel like I need to escape it.
4. Take a Tactical Pause
I’ve set a rule for myself: when the urge to move spikes, I wait 90 days before making any big decisions. During that time, I lean into novelty, connection, and purpose where I am. If, after 90 days, I still feel pulled elsewhere, I revisit the idea—but from a clearer headspace.
The Deeper Work
Sometimes, the itch to move isn’t really about the city, the neighborhood, or even the opportunities—it’s the Shadow talking. Jung described the Shadow as the parts of ourselves we’ve exiled or neglected, the roles or instincts we haven’t fully integrated into who we are today.
For me, that Shadow shows up in the tension between my different identities: warrior, teacher, healer, and builder. These aren’t just titles; they’re parts of my psyche that each want expression:
- The warrior in me still craves challenge, adventure, and forward motion—the need to test myself and prove I can still adapt under fire.
- The teacher thrives when I’m mentoring, shaping others, and passing along hard-earned lessons.
- The healer feels alive when I’m helping others navigate their struggles and come out stronger on the other side.
- The builder—the strategist and entrepreneur—wants to create, expand, and leave a lasting mark through Tactical Therapy™, Tactics Total Wellness, and beyond.
When one of these roles goes hungry, that’s when the restlessness spikes. My mind starts looking outward: Maybe a new city will fix this. Maybe if I start over somewhere else, I’ll feel whole again.
But here’s the uncomfortable truth I’ve had to face: no city, no coastline, no skyline is going to give me what I’m not creating internally. Moving might change my view, but it won’t integrate the parts of me that are competing for attention.
The real work—the harder work—is learning to honor each identity where I stand:
- Giving the warrior new challenges without uprooting my life.
- Creating space for the teacher by mentoring cadets and writing.
- Feeding the healer through my practice and workshops.
- Unleashing the builder by designing projects that keep me moving forward.
When I find ways to integrate these roles, the pull to escape quiets down. I stop chasing meaning across state lines and start creating it within myself.
It’s been one of the hardest lessons of my life—but also one of the most freeing:
You can’t outrun your Shadow. You have to bring it home.
Final Thoughts
If you’ve been feeling restless, like you’re supposed to be somewhere else, I get it. I live with that pull almost daily. But I’m learning that the real work isn’t about where you are—it’s about who you’re becoming.
Sometimes the next chapter of your story doesn’t require a new city. Sometimes it just requires new perspective.
So, for now, I’m staying put in Charleston. I’m learning to build novelty into my routines, deepen my roots, and create forward momentum without burning my life down every time I feel the itch to start over.Because the truth is, no matter where you go, you take yourself with you.
From the Archives
If the urge to move has ever left you feeling restless, these articles from the archive may help deepen the conversation:
- What To Do About Overwhelm
Restlessness often comes when life feels too heavy or scattered. This piece offers strategies to cut through overwhelm and regain a sense of control. - Clarity Exercise
Before changing zip codes, it helps to get clear about what you really want. This article walks through a practical exercise to bring your values and priorities into sharper focus. - Dichotomy of Control
Moving can sometimes be an attempt to control what feels out of reach. The Stoic principle of focusing only on what’s truly within your control can help quiet that impulse. - Stop Self Selecting Failure
Sometimes we avoid fully engaging with our current circumstances because it feels easier to imagine starting over. This post challenges that pattern and reframes what success really looks like. - Questions to Ask When You Are Leaving the Military
Transition moments bring identity questions to the surface. This article explores how asking the right questions can guide you toward growth instead of escape.
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